This blog is about exactly what the title states...my life on an organic farm. It also contains posts reflecting my personal thoughts, strong opinions and silly musings on other subjects. My best friend and farm partner, who also happened to be my husband of 16 years, died in March and I am now caught in that special Hell reserved for widows but I am surviving...if barely. Watch out for insightful comments on what that is like, in addition to my usual ramblings.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Grief is a universal emotion, not exclusive to the human race and it makes my heart ache to think that life has to be so brutal. But maybe without knowing loss, without knowing grief we would not realize how very precious life is and we would not cling to it with every fiber of our being. I guess that is what survival instinct really boils down to because even though I hate a lot of my life right now, the alternative scares me to pieces.